Reply to file for : iamseekingu04
First Response
This is a notice to Nikki. I am not sure who i was chatting with on here. I want to make it clear that i first did not travel out of my county today. I did speak with a young lady on but it was in the company of a friend here in Jacksonville and if that persons information needs to be disclosed i will do so. I just do not want to do that with out there permission. I don't beleive that will be neccesary to do though.
I want to take this moment to appoligize and let you know this was a bad joke on my part. from the very begining i knew this was not a legit call. there is no such thing as a young girl that plays the part of please come have sex with me. Being of the grown up world that just does not happen. So i (making a very dumb decision decided to play along.) would ask that you see the sincerity on my part and understand that i will never play any games on this again. i was really and truely not aware of the seriousness of this situation.
I know now that this is a real issue and maybe i can help be a part of the solution instead of being a problem. I have a good family and a good job. I am also a respected member of my community. Sometimes you lose sight of what you have to lose until someone flashes it all in your face over a what was thought to be funny. I have aperfect wife and a wonderful son and i ask that i may continue to be a good family memeber and carry on my life.
i submit to you an appoligy and a gurantee that I will never allow this to happen again and i can volenteer my time to help keep other guys like me from making the same mistake. In all honesty you have scared the life out of me and reminding me what i have to lose. I am at the mercy of your hand. I know it is a bit late but i will be happy to talk to you on the phone or by email and do anything you ask to keep this from going any further. i will have this email on all night. please let me know what futher to do. Job well done....you have totally floored me.
This is a notice to Nikki. I am not sure who i was chatting with on here. I want to make it clear that i first did not travel out of my county today. I did speak with a young lady on but it was in the company of a friend here in Jacksonville and if that persons information needs to be disclosed i will do so. I just do not want to do that with out there permission. I don't beleive that will be neccesary to do though.
I want to take this moment to appoligize and let you know this was a bad joke on my part. from the very begining i knew this was not a legit call. there is no such thing as a young girl that plays the part of please come have sex with me. Being of the grown up world that just does not happen. So i (making a very dumb decision decided to play along.) would ask that you see the sincerity on my part and understand that i will never play any games on this again. i was really and truely not aware of the seriousness of this situation.
I know now that this is a real issue and maybe i can help be a part of the solution instead of being a problem. I have a good family and a good job. I am also a respected member of my community. Sometimes you lose sight of what you have to lose until someone flashes it all in your face over a what was thought to be funny. I have aperfect wife and a wonderful son and i ask that i may continue to be a good family memeber and carry on my life.
i submit to you an appoligy and a gurantee that I will never allow this to happen again and i can volenteer my time to help keep other guys like me from making the same mistake. In all honesty you have scared the life out of me and reminding me what i have to lose. I am at the mercy of your hand. I know it is a bit late but i will be happy to talk to you on the phone or by email and do anything you ask to keep this from going any further. i will have this email on all night. please let me know what futher to do. Job well done....you have totally floored me.
shawn
Second Response ( Admin Note - I'm including the title of this response as it was sent to us. Items in bold were part of the e-mail as well )
Child Predator Alert
I am a 25 year old service member from Eastern Carolina. Over the last 2 days i pursued, chatted, and spoke on the phone with who i believed to be a 13 year girl. I then drove a round trip of 225 miles to meet and attempt to take her virginity. I talked with her about all types of things to include her sexuality and other various personal info. Once i realized she was home alone(her mother gone on a trip), I convinced her to meet me in a location near her home so that i could take her to a near by hotel and perform sexual acts with her.
I spoke on the phone with her and talked to her about what we should do together. i knowingly participated in one of the worst acts a man could be involved in. I made a decision to be a part of a criminal act and will now be facing the results that come from being a child predator.
Upon returning home i saw the responses from this website saying that i was busted and was facing all sorts of criminal charges i freaked out. my stomach sank. I then replied to the website with a lie trying to cover my steps. I tried to make it seem as if i did not do anything wrong. That was my first instinct. It was wrong as well. Once i sat there for a while i came to realize that i better pursue the results of this action much further. I waited for my agent to come on line and then spoke with her and came clean. I talked with her about the ridiculously poor decisions i made and asked in what way i could make this right. I quickly learned that there is no easy way out of this and that no matter what i am going to have to face this head on.
I heard another p[person for the first time in my life refer to me as a criminal. A person of wrong doing. For all of those that have not had that pleasure I can assure you it is as unpleasant as anything could be. 2 days ago, I was an upstanding citizen of my town. One choice...just one....that I, under no type of influence made, will forever scar my life. Whether it is form this site that I am exploited or just in my mind....I know what i have done...I now know shame. I have never felt this way in my life. This bad choice now has to turn into one of two choices...something I will learn from and use in my future....or something i will have to run from for the rest of my days.
Regardless, it is my fault and I have to accept what I have coming. If you are reading this as a person being pursued take this time to come clean, admit guilt and fix your problem. If you are a person reading the site, learn from me that anyone can be a ticking time bomb. If you are a person who works for this company...job well done. You have made me understand that i have a problem. I have a problem that must be fixed. I will be working with Nikki for a while and will be showing the world that one bad choice does not mean I am bad...but am smart enough to fix my life and find a way to contribute in a positive manner. I will be a better person because of this.
Upon returning home i saw the responses from this website saying that i was busted and was facing all sorts of criminal charges i freaked out. my stomach sank. I then replied to the website with a lie trying to cover my steps. I tried to make it seem as if i did not do anything wrong. That was my first instinct. It was wrong as well. Once i sat there for a while i came to realize that i better pursue the results of this action much further. I waited for my agent to come on line and then spoke with her and came clean. I talked with her about the ridiculously poor decisions i made and asked in what way i could make this right. I quickly learned that there is no easy way out of this and that no matter what i am going to have to face this head on.
I heard another p[person for the first time in my life refer to me as a criminal. A person of wrong doing. For all of those that have not had that pleasure I can assure you it is as unpleasant as anything could be. 2 days ago, I was an upstanding citizen of my town. One choice...just one....that I, under no type of influence made, will forever scar my life. Whether it is form this site that I am exploited or just in my mind....I know what i have done...I now know shame. I have never felt this way in my life. This bad choice now has to turn into one of two choices...something I will learn from and use in my future....or something i will have to run from for the rest of my days.
Regardless, it is my fault and I have to accept what I have coming. If you are reading this as a person being pursued take this time to come clean, admit guilt and fix your problem. If you are a person reading the site, learn from me that anyone can be a ticking time bomb. If you are a person who works for this company...job well done. You have made me understand that i have a problem. I have a problem that must be fixed. I will be working with Nikki for a while and will be showing the world that one bad choice does not mean I am bad...but am smart enough to fix my life and find a way to contribute in a positive manner. I will be a better person because of this.
Shawn A ( Admin Edit - last name removed )
