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Here's the deal,
I had barely an urge to talk to her when I did, but when I did, I got attracted. I don't know if it's the thrill of it all or the fact that I felt I had something left to do sexually, but I had some kind of terrible itch. Part of me knew I would want to get closer and I messaged her anyway. As it got closer, I started to enjoy it. Before I knew it, I was arranging a meeting. It was just me. I did it. Why? I have no idea. I like sex but I barely have it anymore because I'm losing interest in it as I get older. Again, this is the absolute truth. Maybe I wanted to know if I still could. Why with her? Maybe I didn't think about age at the time. I blinded myself to it though I knew it was wrong.
The last time I was with someone underage, I was probably 20 and in Dixon. All of the people I've dated have ranged from 18 to 30s. When I was younger, I did date younger than me, usually because guys told me to go for it all the time. Maybe you didn't believe me when I said I was trying to be better and trying less and less not to flirt with anyone else, but I have been. It's hard. I gave up porn. I chatted a lot less because I was scared that if I met another girl, things would happen and I would cheat again. My girlfriend feared it too. I go on regularly because I've known people on here for about 8 years and we organize parties. For me, it's never been anything nasty. Mostly bars and sports outings and movies with chatters. I flirt online but I try to watch myself now. I don't know what came over me. I got weak. I don't wanna be weak anymore! I swear it!
I'll stop chatting, I'll stop meeting any more women, I'll do anything! This is the truth. I never want this to happen ever again! I'd rather get married and be faithful than ever have to deal with having a record for any of this. I try to stay level and I weaken. I'll delete my whole account. At this point, I don't even want Yahoo on any computer I come in contact with. My stomach is queazy as I type this. I know you don't care about my health though here. You care about the truth. This is the truth. I am done with this. I'll be true and I'll never do it again! I promise!!!
Tomas B (last name removed) III
(Company name removed)
Auditing/Analysis Dept
(312) (phone number removed)
