I am truly horrified, when I look back at what I have done, I should have been more concerned with the age of the person I was talking to, and less concerned about what they offered.  I am not a sexual predator, this is the first time I have done anything like this and most certianly the last, I would like to thank Nikki and Jay for their nobel efforts, and if I could please throw myself upon their Mercy, and add any assistance I can in the future, I do realize I did seem to beg her for her companionship which is wrong to do to anyone of any age, and is immoral, I do agree that I should be made to suffer for this, and if what I have suffered all ready on my own, is not enough, I would gladly be open to anymore suggestions from Nikki.

-Recon Dye

P.S. I'm sorry if this isn't well written, It's not easy to write anything after what's happened.