Reply to file for : zt_amr
Reply #1
03-Apr-05
First of all I admit my mistake. But before I decided to write this message I thought for long time. That was the only time I chatted with you while you pretended to be little girl. I went over and read the file. I didn't mention sex first, you started to talk about it. I am not trying to justify myself. I did terrific mistake. But I don't appraciate your friend's attitude at all. Maybe you know her name and all(the one that chatted with me last week). She was telling me `we will make you go to jail` and get raped by inmates and stuff like that. She started cursing at me first. She insulted me a lot. I havn't been insulted like that for long time. I have never caused any problem in my life. I have never been stopped by the police for doing anything wrong.
03-Apr-05
First of all I admit my mistake. But before I decided to write this message I thought for long time. That was the only time I chatted with you while you pretended to be little girl. I went over and read the file. I didn't mention sex first, you started to talk about it. I am not trying to justify myself. I did terrific mistake. But I don't appraciate your friend's attitude at all. Maybe you know her name and all(the one that chatted with me last week). She was telling me `we will make you go to jail` and get raped by inmates and stuff like that. She started cursing at me first. She insulted me a lot. I havn't been insulted like that for long time. I have never caused any problem in my life. I have never been stopped by the police for doing anything wrong.
If she talked to me in a better way I wouldn't hasitate to write you. This attitude is unacceptable.
I feel ashamed of God first of all. A man who calls himself a Christian is not supposed to do such a bad thing.I feel ashamed of everyone, too. But if I did something that really needs to take me to jail I am ready to face with the justice. I never chatted with someone that told me is younger than 18 except for that conversation with you. I know it's insane but I did the mistake. Maybe this will cause me not to chat for ever on the net.
Now I am not going to beg you to move the file. It's up to you. If you really thing I am a maniac and you need to contact the law enforcement. Go ahead and talk to them. If you really understood that was the only time I made the mistake maybe you can move the file.
I feel terrible and it's up to you what to do with the file.
Reply 2
04-Apr-05
I am writing this reply to apologise for what I did. This is not a little mistake. This is a serious problem that could get me very bad consequences.
Almost a year passed but that doesn't mean I didn't do anything. Even if 10 years pass that doesn't mean it going to get erased. That's why I need to really accept that what did by chatting not only is illegal but is not normal and acceptable with the rules of this country.
Since then I never chatted with someone who is under 18. I don't think I will ever chat. Sometimes the animal feeling overcome the human feelings. Sometimes I ask myself what if I had a daughter in future and if she would chat with someone older. Is it fair? Any little girl is somebody else's daughter who `of course` wouldn't allow her talk to older people.
If uscyberwatch didn't contact with me that doesn't mean I should feel ok for what I did. I feel terrible. Sometimes words cannot express myself. So if we are not supposed to do smth we are not supposed to do so. Not only because we get scared of the police department.
Thank you uscyberwatch for helping me undestand this. I guarranty I will never ever get involved in that kind of conversations. The job that you do is good for the society.
Sincerly,
Avni
